I don't know anymore! I DON'T KNOW!!! I CAN'T COPE WITH THIS!!!
I'm out of energy...whatever positive energy I had is now gone...I'm a shell of what I used to be....
Somebody....anybody....I....just can't continue....I need a break....a long one....but I won't get it for another two weeks....I'm sleep deprived....I'm emotional...I'm not ok....I am not me....Who is this shit person with no self confidence that's sitting here right now typing this? I don't know you and you don't know me....What the fuck am I saying?!?!? SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?!?!?!?
I can't....I just can't.....I need help but I can't accept it....just leave me here...I'll cope somehow....I hope
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