It's been quite a while since my first post...proves i'm not dedicated to this type of thing lol anyways... its the second week of term 2 of our HSC year o.O sucks doesnt it? my mind has been going on and on about what to do these days... my rents are raging at me for not "doing work" as in not helping them do THEIR WORK! but that also applies to studying... so what if im not the studying type alot of people i know arent... in fact some of the best people i know arent! but thats besides the point...i just dont see whats so important about studying every single one of my waking hours it just seems unreasonable and pointless....
Yes I have asian parents and YES they pressure me if you were (very likely) thinking those questions in your mind... ever since ive gotten into this school 6 years ago i feel as if im out of place or something... but only since last year or so have i found my "place" if you get what i mean... it just seems as if the majority of people are thinking one thing and im off in the opposite direction *sigh*
Well great/good news as soon as i turn 18 im getting a job at maloney's! xD that is....if joey or cid remember me at the time....might have to bring anita along with me hehehe....lol
Slightly unpleasant/pleasant news! i am now "officially" in the formal committee such fun! not... it seems my problems seem to building up slowly not that im complaining about being invited into the formal committee it just seems theres going to be a lot of pressure on me and same goes for the formal after party =( not good... well at least ill be remembered for a while =D
A part of being on the "new" formal committee is dealing with andrew ta ==" hes going to be pestering me now more than ever T_T this is the reason i just wanted to be an assistant lol its like as if i went from helping with the formal afterparty to helping organize the formal itself cuz its kind of like a thankless job lol
Anyways....its like this: I AM MOVING OUT AS SOON AS I CAN (after HSC and all you know?) i can bear to live with my parents but its extremely uncomfortable with all the bickering and shouting and the raging and the you know what i mean if you have asian parents ><" well that job at maloney's is gonna help alot lol??
considering ive just typed this seemingly without regard for whoever reads this kinda makes me feel somewhat "de-stressed?" unfortunately...every up has its down...my dad is gonna somehow get rid of the comp i am currently typing on this very moment tomorrow.... so that kinda deflates my balloon....
If anyone reading this is from tech... formal is on 17th of November starting at 7:30pm at the SMC (i forget what the "M" stands for...might stand for McD's lol), we have so far organised a small fraction of the event but progress is continuing at a steady rate... tickets are $115 pp we will require a $60 deposit from all of you lol if youre interested in the after party it is $34 pp and we have yet to choose a venue
P.S. the comedian WILL be an "A" grade comedian but we are hoping to get An Do lol funny guy but hes very expensive you know ==" so dont get your hopes up....
That about wraps it up...thanks for not reading this cuz i doubt anyone has or will...ever =P / ='(
07 May, 2008
21 April, 2008
The need to establish my thoughts
Due to a chance conversation with a friend of mine, I have come to the conclusion that she has the right idea about a lot of things, one of those things is writing a blog... yea at first i thought it would be kind of lame but seeing how i can express my thoughts on a page i can access anywhere makes it very convenient to blog...
Other than expressing thoughts this blog may be used to vent =D
If anyone should somehow come across this blog (then i probably told you the site) ...well...lets just say I'm no saint and I've never pretended that i was =O
anyways it seems that i've been thinking about random things lately and it just seems like a waste of time not putting it down i guess so here i am blogging for the first time in the 17 years of my life yay for me!
first off...my pretty weird (and depressing) views:
"As I know more of mankind, I expect less of them, and am now ready to call a man a good man upon easier terms than I was formerly."
Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784)
He's quite right in saying so, as you meet new people it seems as if some groups of people tend to get worse and worse *sigh* its not my role to judge but hey its my blog so FUCK OFF I DON'T CARE IF YOU AGREE OR NOT!!!
Moving on, these days i find myself thinking about too many things that i probably can't comprehend... many of which have probably been raised by many people in the past so i'm gonna skip that and do as i said ...move on
Some information on myself... I'm 100% azn chinese to be precise but then again i havent checked my ancestry or whatever....so yea i can pull off an accent pretty well
I was born and raised here in Australia "the big down under" which is a pretty great place considering the conditions the other countries are in...
I attend an all boys school ==" - it's what we call a selective school here, we're supposedly the "cream of the crop" but whatever its just school to me.... let's see... right school is called Sydney Technical High "An academically selective school for boys" its my last year at this school so i'm trying to make it count for something and take away some great memories!
Yea my HSC is gonna suck big time if i don't pick up the slack now lol kinda sad for me to say that outloud but anyway i'm just gonna go for a 88.00 UAI lol pereeeeteee shite
I am a male, incompetent dancer (but somehow i can DDR lol), avid reader (just try and get me away from a good book without a good reason), i am a heavy smoker (yes i can admit my crappy addiction), i also drink and gamble (mainly poker), i'm a decent guy considering i do these things, i tend not to get drunk but my face does get red easily from drink cuz its like a family trait lol, i love to cook and mix beverages especially coffee!
I am a qualified barista!! yay!! seriously i can and have made kickass coffees, one of my life's greatest ambitions is to open up my own bar/restaurant and I WILL ACCOMPLISH THIS unless of course i choose a different way to earn a decent living (yes i do plan to be a bartender at the end of this year...), i really enjoy sport even the ones i'm shit at...WHO CARES ITS FUN!!!
last thing i can be bothered mentioning about myself... i enjoy playing video games!! like who doesnt but im sick of dota!!! people start playing COD4 NOW ITS BETTER!!! lol free advertising
right now theres this girl i kinda like but she doesnt know lol obviously! i plan to tell her this week =D anyways this is what im gonna say:
*name* this may seem pretty random but i like you, im just putting it out there so i can find out whether or not you feel the same way... if you dont that makes it easy for me so i can move on and still be friends you know? so like if you do feel something for me then would you like to go out or something?
I dont want to put any pressure on you or anything but if we do go into a relationship then i want to be able to part as friends
I'm blunt and i dont give a shit that i am it just makes things simpler for me deep down inside every person theres a caveman or whatever lurking there who still believes the world is flat and is scared shitless of nearly everything =P
nice way to end my first blog isnt it?
Other than expressing thoughts this blog may be used to vent =D
If anyone should somehow come across this blog (then i probably told you the site) ...well...lets just say I'm no saint and I've never pretended that i was =O
anyways it seems that i've been thinking about random things lately and it just seems like a waste of time not putting it down i guess so here i am blogging for the first time in the 17 years of my life yay for me!
first off...my pretty weird (and depressing) views:
I "try" not to judge someone based on their looks no matter how hard that impulse is...I said try didn't I?
Death is the end, simply put i believe there is no existence after death, no heaven no ghosts no nothing, unfortunately this makes me somewhat depressing to be around when i think about that cuz i dont like the fact that my consciousness is going to disappear for eternity and neither do i like the fact that ill be forgotten in about two generations time or less o.O
"People are stupid, the will believe anything because they refuse to believe the truth or are scared of it", No I don't think everyone is stupid...... I just think that when people get into large groups their mentality goes down the drain, thats why the media has such an easy time picking on certain groups when they have nothing left to cover... YES I MEAN MY AGE GROUP (15 -19 year olds) blah blah blah they drink too much they cause too much violence blah blah blah....*sigh* a minority of these people do this....and the whole group gets the blame...what a vindictive world we exist in =(
To further demonstrate this point...to both myself and anyone else who may read this:
Death is the end, simply put i believe there is no existence after death, no heaven no ghosts no nothing, unfortunately this makes me somewhat depressing to be around when i think about that cuz i dont like the fact that my consciousness is going to disappear for eternity and neither do i like the fact that ill be forgotten in about two generations time or less o.O
"People are stupid, the will believe anything because they refuse to believe the truth or are scared of it", No I don't think everyone is stupid...... I just think that when people get into large groups their mentality goes down the drain, thats why the media has such an easy time picking on certain groups when they have nothing left to cover... YES I MEAN MY AGE GROUP (15 -19 year olds) blah blah blah they drink too much they cause too much violence blah blah blah....*sigh* a minority of these people do this....and the whole group gets the blame...what a vindictive world we exist in =(
To further demonstrate this point...to both myself and anyone else who may read this:
Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784)
He's quite right in saying so, as you meet new people it seems as if some groups of people tend to get worse and worse *sigh* its not my role to judge but hey its my blog so FUCK OFF I DON'T CARE IF YOU AGREE OR NOT!!!
Moving on, these days i find myself thinking about too many things that i probably can't comprehend... many of which have probably been raised by many people in the past so i'm gonna skip that and do as i said ...move on
Some information on myself... I'm 100% azn chinese to be precise but then again i havent checked my ancestry or whatever....so yea i can pull off an accent pretty well
I was born and raised here in Australia "the big down under" which is a pretty great place considering the conditions the other countries are in...
I attend an all boys school ==" - it's what we call a selective school here, we're supposedly the "cream of the crop" but whatever its just school to me.... let's see... right school is called Sydney Technical High "An academically selective school for boys" its my last year at this school so i'm trying to make it count for something and take away some great memories!
Yea my HSC is gonna suck big time if i don't pick up the slack now lol kinda sad for me to say that outloud but anyway i'm just gonna go for a 88.00 UAI lol pereeeeteee shite
I am a male, incompetent dancer (but somehow i can DDR lol), avid reader (just try and get me away from a good book without a good reason), i am a heavy smoker (yes i can admit my crappy addiction), i also drink and gamble (mainly poker), i'm a decent guy considering i do these things, i tend not to get drunk but my face does get red easily from drink cuz its like a family trait lol, i love to cook and mix beverages especially coffee!
I am a qualified barista!! yay!! seriously i can and have made kickass coffees, one of my life's greatest ambitions is to open up my own bar/restaurant and I WILL ACCOMPLISH THIS unless of course i choose a different way to earn a decent living (yes i do plan to be a bartender at the end of this year...), i really enjoy sport even the ones i'm shit at...WHO CARES ITS FUN!!!
last thing i can be bothered mentioning about myself... i enjoy playing video games!! like who doesnt but im sick of dota!!! people start playing COD4 NOW ITS BETTER!!! lol free advertising
right now theres this girl i kinda like but she doesnt know lol obviously! i plan to tell her this week =D anyways this is what im gonna say:
*name* this may seem pretty random but i like you, im just putting it out there so i can find out whether or not you feel the same way... if you dont that makes it easy for me so i can move on and still be friends you know? so like if you do feel something for me then would you like to go out or something?
I dont want to put any pressure on you or anything but if we do go into a relationship then i want to be able to part as friends
I'm blunt and i dont give a shit that i am it just makes things simpler for me deep down inside every person theres a caveman or whatever lurking there who still believes the world is flat and is scared shitless of nearly everything =P
nice way to end my first blog isnt it?
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