Inane ramblings: Part 7

Woo Hoo! Back from the capital city of australia! Canberra btw is a mega awesome place compared to sydney and here's my shitty personal reasons why!

1. The people are nicer! People aren't so uptight and are willing to start a conversation on the street. Sydney is like....zzz ignore ignore ignore [insert a "I'm too good for you" look] and complaining kind of place. Loosen up people!

2. Ummmm....the atmosphere, it's so much more laid back and relaxed, no one seems to be in that much of a rush in canberra =D

3. Errr....fuck I've actually forgotten the rest zzz.... forget it. All you need to know is that canberra is awesome =]

Damn, had a really awesome time at canberra. Sean, Jizzy, Ushan (if you're reading this....this ain't a basketball court mate, it's my blog =P) and I went to canberra to celebrate Alisson's (Sean's girlfriend =]) birthday over the weekend. Can't say I didn't love it there cuz to be completely honest, I enjoyed nearly every damn moment ^^

Well we got to canberra at around 4pm EST saturday, 26/06 and we had a nice bacon and errrr....spinach cream sauce and pasta cooked by Alisson for lunch. Too bad Izzy couldn't eat it...religious reasons -sigh- it was pretty good =] So yea... after dumping our shit at Frank n Sam's apartment we went to shop for our dinner ingredients for Alisson's bday dinner.

Here's the menu:

Chicken Con Carne

Serves 4 (We should've doubled the ingredients, this turned out better than we thought it would =D)

60mL Olive Oil

500g Chicken Mince

2 Small Onions

1 Green Capsicum

1 can Peeled Tomatoes

1 can Red Kidney Beans

1 clove Garlic, crushed

1 tbs Tomato Paste

1/4 cup Wine (optional....hehehe...added it just for kicks xD)

2 tsp Chilli Powder

Beef Bou-something has gnogn or someshit in the spelling. Don't ask me, I don't speak french =.=

Serves 6

60-100mL Vegetable Oil

1kg Beef Chuck Steak

10 Baby Onions

400g Button Mushrooms

250mL Beef Stock

250mL Dry Red Wine (fuck it we used about half a litre xD)

1/4 cup Flour

2 Bay Leaves

2tbs Oregano

CRACKED BLACK PEPPERCORNS!!! (Not in this recipe BUT IT WAS AWESOME!!)

3 rashers Bacon (we didn't use this, Izzy is halal so yea....)

A shitload of salt if you're not using the bacon

Chocolate Mousse

Serves 2 (We made enough for like 10-15 people =P)

100g dark chocolate

1 egg

125 mL thick cream

2tsp caster sugar

Yea....it all turned out pretty damn awesome. I really can't be bothered writing down the recipes right now so if you want the instructions you can email me or leave me a comment with your email address attached =P

Cocktail/Drink menu =D

Tequila Sunrise

Half cup Ice

45 mL Tequila

Almost fill with OJ

Dash of Raspberry Cordial

Supposed to serve just one....but...after the bottle dropped down to just a third...HELLO BOTTLE OF EXTRA STRENGTH TEQUILA SUNRISE!! xD

2 x 1L Bottle of Wet Pussy Shots (With substitutions cuz....SOMEBODY didn't buy cranberry juice =.=)

20-30 shots....(10 if you manage to take the bottle away from Ushan)

350mL Vodka

350mL Peach Schnapps

200mL Apple Cranberry Juice (I feel like a failure using this...)

Half a Lemon and Lime (For that extra citrus kick ^^)

Special Birthday Sex on the Beach Variation! (This is like...definitely not made in bars cuz you totally would be fined for the excessive amount of alcohol in it hahahaha....><)

Serves uhhh....ummm....in this case I'll say just ONE =P

Grab a bottle...some kind of water bottle, like those sports water bottles with that pop up lid. Chuck in around 8 large ice cubes.

Pour in 4 seconds worth of Malibu or if you're measuring.....around 2-4 shots

45 or so mL of Vodka

Almost fill with Orange Mango Juice (Supposed to be pineapple juice...but again...SOMEONE didn't buy any =.=)

Dash of Raspberry Cordial (WHY DIDN'T ANYONE BUY ANY CRANBERRY JUICE!?!?!)

Throw bottle into the air and watch them scramble for it~! Just kidding =P

Completely Retarded Kiwi & Rum Slushee~ (I'd say it's similar to a Daquiri)

Serves ???? o___O <

The ingredients are kinda vague to me...I did this while recovering from clubbing that night so...here's a rough guess of what I put in hahaha

6-8 Cups of Ice

1 Chopped Kiwi Fruit (I'm surprised I didn't cut myself ^^;)

1 Lime,- Skin Removed

Quarter bottle of Rum

Errrr....about ¼ cup of sugar? ><

Yea....that one is really vague in my memory...I have no idea why I made that in -3 degree weather...Good idea Bill...making yourself colder when you're pretty fucking cold in the first place >.>

Ugh...I can't remember what I was going to write thanks to my idiot of a brother who pulled my net out while I was typing this out...about a week ago =.= With my shitty capped net I can barely access my blog...Oh wells at least I made some cash off the FIFA World Cup xD

Anyways I really can't be fucked writing anything in any sort of coherent manner so I'll just ramble on and finish in a lil bit. I've been listening to Jet a lot lately, their songs are just so catchy =P DON'T JUDGE ME!!! 1 week after Canberra and I feel kinda iffy, I don't think I'm ok physically...My skin is completely fucked now >< To be fair it was never great to begin with so no real loss there...still it's making me feel like shit, I'll go to the doc's on thursday for a check up =/

Hmm...I'm really envying couples these past few days -sigh- I've been single for what? 19 and a half fucking years. Ugh. I can't be fucked elaborating. It's pointless. Not a single girl is interested. The only time I get their attention is when I'm making drinks or cooking. After that....fucking hell... I feel like a used tool zzzz. And yes I'm rolling my eyes as I'm typing this shit excuse for a blog right now, occasionally doing some curls with my left arm while typing or smoking. Yea....I'm pretty fucking bored....that and I don't have a fucking heater =.= The curls heat my body up and the smoking does that to a certain extent so yea...I feel like a lunatic who won't stop rolling his eyes at his own thoughts. Wow so much for finishing in a lil bit...This is just like a bloody stream of consciousness kind of thing...I think.

Oh yea! Apparently I have a repressed side that'll show itself when I'm in a place where I hardly know anyone =P Tyvm Sam...I really needed to know that...not. Still that's kinda interesting =] Like I'm kind of unsure of how I behave. I know I'm a fucking extrovert a majority of the time...especially in larger groups but for some fucking uncontrollable reason I become withdrawn and quiet when I'm alone with someone. There's so many things I want to say but I don't dare speak it out loud. So many things I want to let you know but I'm scared of how you'll take it...I can't even type up what I want to say just because I'm a too bloody scared of losing contact. Fuck I'm a bloody coward. Time and time again I've been told by many a close friend to fucking man the fuck up and do it already but alas...I am a mere boy unskilled in the arts of errrr....just realised what I was about to type. Fuck.....I'm a fucking coward. I can be myself around everyone except for one person....DAMN IT!

I think I'll just mope for just a little bit.

On another note, I can't look at white Sambuca without feeling sick...I drank so much of that shit that I filled up an entire sink and passed out soon after. Goon and Sambuca do NOT mix well.

This blog post has turned into a cesspit of despair and self pity from an overly happy post of excitement and rejuvenation. How things change in such a short period of time. I'm sure you can spot the transition. Self pity is the stupidest thing I can do to myself and here I am doing just that. Well fuck it. I'm going to have a fucking shower, exercise then make myself feel like less of a failure.

“I don't know anymore, what I need and what for

All I know is there must be something more”

~ La Di Da– Jet  

The need to establish my thoughts

Due to a chance conversation with a friend of mine, I have come to the conclusion that she has the right idea about a lot of things, one of those things is writing a blog... yea at first i thought it would be kind of lame but seeing how i can express my thoughts on a page i can access anywhere makes it very convenient to blog...

Other than expressing thoughts this blog may be used to vent =D

If anyone should somehow come across this blog (then i probably told you the site) ...well...lets just say I'm no saint and I've never pretended that i was =O

anyways it seems that i've been thinking about random things lately and it just seems like a waste of time not putting it down i guess so here i am blogging for the first time in the 17 years of my life yay for me!

first off...my pretty weird (and depressing) views:

I "try" not to judge someone based on their looks no matter how hard that impulse is...I said try didn't I?

Death is the end, simply put i believe there is no existence after death, no heaven no ghosts no nothing, unfortunately this makes me somewhat depressing to be around when i think about that cuz i dont like the fact that my consciousness is going to disappear for eternity and neither do i like the fact that ill be forgotten in about two generations time or less o.O

"People are stupid, the will believe anything because they refuse to believe the truth or are scared of it", No I don't think everyone is stupid...... I just think that when people get into large groups their mentality goes down the drain, thats why the media has such an easy time picking on certain groups when they have nothing left to cover... YES I MEAN MY AGE GROUP (15 -19 year olds) blah blah blah they drink too much they cause too much violence blah blah blah....*sigh* a minority of these people do this....and the whole group gets the blame...what a vindictive world we exist in =(

To further demonstrate this point...to both myself and anyone else who may read this:

"As I know more of mankind, I expect less of them, and am now ready to call a man a good man upon easier terms than I was formerly."
Samuel Johnson (1709 - 1784)

He's quite right in saying so, as you meet new people it seems as if some groups of people tend to get worse and worse *sigh* its not my role to judge but hey its my blog so FUCK OFF I DON'T CARE IF YOU AGREE OR NOT!!!

Moving on, these days i find myself thinking about too many things that i probably can't comprehend... many of which have probably been raised by many people in the past so i'm gonna skip that and do as i said ...move on

Some information on myself... I'm 100% azn chinese to be precise but then again i havent checked my ancestry or whatever....so yea i can pull off an accent pretty well

I was born and raised here in Australia "the big down under" which is a pretty great place considering the conditions the other countries are in...

I attend an all boys school ==" - it's what we call a selective school here, we're supposedly the "cream of the crop" but whatever its just school to me.... let's see... right school is called Sydney Technical High "An academically selective school for boys" its my last year at this school so i'm trying to make it count for something and take away some great memories!

Yea my HSC is gonna suck big time if i don't pick up the slack now lol kinda sad for me to say that outloud but anyway i'm just gonna go for a 88.00 UAI lol pereeeeteee shite

I am a male, incompetent dancer (but somehow i can DDR lol), avid reader (just try and get me away from a good book without a good reason), i am a heavy smoker (yes i can admit my crappy addiction), i also drink and gamble (mainly poker), i'm a decent guy considering i do these things, i tend not to get drunk but my face does get red easily from drink cuz its like a family trait lol, i love to cook and mix beverages especially coffee!

I am a qualified barista!! yay!! seriously i can and have made kickass coffees, one of my life's greatest ambitions is to open up my own bar/restaurant and I WILL ACCOMPLISH THIS unless of course i choose a different way to earn a decent living (yes i do plan to be a bartender at the end of this year...), i really enjoy sport even the ones i'm shit at...WHO CARES ITS FUN!!!

last thing i can be bothered mentioning about myself... i enjoy playing video games!! like who doesnt but im sick of dota!!! people start playing COD4 NOW ITS BETTER!!! lol free advertising


right now theres this girl i kinda like but she doesnt know lol obviously! i plan to tell her this week =D anyways this is what im gonna say:

*name* this may seem pretty random but i like you, im just putting it out there so i can find out whether or not you feel the same way... if you dont that makes it easy for me so i can move on and still be friends you know? so like if you do feel something for me then would you like to go out or something?

I dont want to put any pressure on you or anything but if we do go into a relationship then i want to be able to part as friends


I'm blunt and i dont give a shit that i am it just makes things simpler for me deep down inside every person theres a caveman or whatever lurking there who still believes the world is flat and is scared shitless of nearly everything =P

nice way to end my first blog isnt it?