18 January, 2010

Is anyone home?

Whee~! I've been feeling extremely giddy since I've woken up ^^; Weird I know but yea the only things I've felt all day are giddiness, slight irritation and for some strange reason....random bursts of joy at the most random things (congee and the prospect of a hellish running regime every morning courtesy of my "uncle", to name a few) o__O

If I wasn't male (and yes I've checked down there enough times thank you very much =P), I could've sworn I was a chick having mood swings....cept for the pms'ing part ahahahaha. So yea I think I might have hit that off switch in the emotional control center of my brain or maybe the power's been cut off cuz I haven't been able to feel the slightest amount of pain or regret in the past 12 hours or so even when I recall the worst memories of my life just to test it out. Unfortunately...nothing, nothing at all, just feeling happy for no apparent reason =/

I think I'm out of it or maybe I've finally thrown away the trash, emptied my closet, let go of past or some random bullshit like that =] In any case it's the first time in a VERY long time that I've felt light and free ahahahaha

But if I'm wrong (and I'm sure I am)...when the switch flips....I'm gonna be in a world of pain. For now, life is pleasant and I'm satisfied with that or at least I think I am^^;

4 comments:

MANDA said...

i'm glad your happy (: ! happy bill is good !

Anonymous said...

i agree

Unknown said...

awww c:

sean said...

i think you should look again...=P